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I should be crying, regretful, feeling pathetic, and burdensome.
Why does it keep happening to me? I am always the one holding on to memories, to the good old past moments, looking at old photos, conversations, throwbacks, only to get hurt in the end.
I hate having a sensitive heart and a thoughtful character.
I look back to my past actions and realized, people must not have held on to me coz I’m not worth it. I feel like I’m the past memories they don’t want to revisit anymore.
No one even dared to ask how I am, am I sad or happy, am I alive.
But maybe these sad thoughts are just part of me I can’t let go.
I just treasure people in my life so much but I’m afraid to chase after those who left. My initial thought would be, they don’t need me any longer.
And maybe, God removed people in our lives for a reason.
Maybe the journey isn’t about staying in one place and be stuck there forever.
Maybe, it’s always about goodbyes, moving on, starting a new chapter. keep going on.
There’ll be something good waiting someday.
To all the friends and people I’ve found and lost, hey thanks for everything. I do not regret meeting you, thanks for giving me memories to look back on.
No matter what, you will always be a part of me, let’s just keep moving on.
I wish you all the good in life.
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